“I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To know that for destruction ice
Is also great”
― Robert Frost
My snow days turned to ice days and frigid nights. I didn't venture outside for days. It was lovely. I had my pets. I had my books. I had my mister. A lazy Sunday turned into a rare Monday with the office closed. Monday turned into a Tuesday on a delayed schedule and permission to work from home. I spent the day lawyering in fuzzy pants. It was fantastic. Everything is still frozen, but the cold never bothered me anyway. (I couldn't resist.)
This is the curse of NC winters. We love the magic of the snow. The excitement. The thrill. And so oft we're faced with black ice. Instead of the soft crunch of snow, we have the loud snap of a layered sleet, snow, and rain. There's no snow man coming from that. No snow angels to be had either. But there's still a hint of magic when things shut down. It does make for great reading & snuggling weather. Netflix & Chill? Please. I've got Books & Coffee to warm me up.
***Also, my reading resolution is going along quite swimmingly.
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Tuesday, January 10, 2017
Friday, January 6, 2017
Anticipation
It is snowing. Edit. It is GOING to snow. The flakes are being a bit elusive at the moment as rain continues to fall. Surely it's cold enough. Is it cold enough? It feels like it. But what do I know of "cold enough to snow." I'm a North Carolina girl - and not the western part. Snow is still a mystery for me. A beautiful act of trickery. Surely such beauty is not real. The excitement. The silence. Is there anything better than the silence of a snow covered world at dawn? Is there? I fancy there isn't - at least not for a North Carolina girl who becomes five at even the mention of snow.
I've looked out the window no less than 20 times in the past hour. I am my mother's daughter. There's an excitement here, a thrill, that I wish you Northerners could understand. I wish you could see feel the magic. As a child, talk of snow meant snow days, hot chocolate, and the smell of a wood burning fire place. It meant snow ball fights, bread bags over our boots, and sledding on street signs. It meant watching the bird feeder with a Sibley's guide in hand. Tufted Tit Mouse. Cardinal. Chickadee. (Those were easy.) Cedar Wax Wing. The year the Grosbeaks came. It was a game to feed the birds and give them names.
One such snow day, it meant a litter of hound puppies. I remember. I couldn't have been more than four or five. There was chili for lunch and puppies that smelled of straw brought inside for the warmth. I can still smell it.
So you see, snow is magic.
"Not Only The Eskimos," by Liesel Mueller from Alive Together (Louisiana State University Press).
Not Only The Eskimos
We have only one noun
but as many different kinds:
but as many different kinds:
the grainy snow of the Puritans
and snow of soft, fat flakes,
and snow of soft, fat flakes,
guerrilla snow, which comes in the night
and changes the world by morning,
and changes the world by morning,
rabbinical snow, a permanent skullcap
on the highest mountains,
on the highest mountains,
snow that blows in like the Lone Ranger,
riding hard from out of the West,
riding hard from out of the West,
surreal snow in the Dakotas,
when you can't find your house, your street,
though you are not in a dream
or a science-fiction movie,
when you can't find your house, your street,
though you are not in a dream
or a science-fiction movie,
snow that tastes good to the sun
when it licks black tree limbs,
leaving us only one white stripe,
a replica of a skunk,
when it licks black tree limbs,
leaving us only one white stripe,
a replica of a skunk,
unbelievable snows:
the blizzard that strikes on the tenth of April,
the false snow before Indian summer,
the Big Snow on Mozart's birthday,
when Chicago became the Elysian fields
and strangers spoke to each other,
the blizzard that strikes on the tenth of April,
the false snow before Indian summer,
the Big Snow on Mozart's birthday,
when Chicago became the Elysian fields
and strangers spoke to each other,
paper snow, cut and taped
to the inside of grade-school windows,
to the inside of grade-school windows,
in an old tale, the snow
that covers a nest of strawberries,
small hearts, ripe and sweet,
that covers a nest of strawberries,
small hearts, ripe and sweet,
the special snow that goes with Christmas,
whether it falls or not,
whether it falls or not,
the Russian snow we remember
along with the warmth and smell of our furs,
though we have never traveled
to Russia or worn furs,
along with the warmth and smell of our furs,
though we have never traveled
to Russia or worn furs,
Villon's snows of yesteryear,
lost with ladies gone out like matches,
the snow in Joyce's "The Dead,"
the silent, secret snow
in a story by Conrad Aiken,
which is the snow of first love,
lost with ladies gone out like matches,
the snow in Joyce's "The Dead,"
the silent, secret snow
in a story by Conrad Aiken,
which is the snow of first love,
the snowfall between the child
and the spacewoman on TV,
and the spacewoman on TV,
snow as idea of whiteness,
as in snowdrop, snow goose, snowball bush,
as in snowdrop, snow goose, snowball bush,
the snow that puts stars in your hair,
and your hair, which has turned to snow,
and your hair, which has turned to snow,
the snow Elinor Wylie walked in
in velvet shoes,
in velvet shoes,
the snow before her footprints
and the snow after,
and the snow after,
the snow in the back of our heads,
whiter than white, which has to do
with childhood again each year.
whiter than white, which has to do
with childhood again each year.
Sunday, January 1, 2017
A Fresh Start
"New Year's Day... now is the accepted time to make your regular annual good resolutions. Next week you can begin paving hell with them as usual." - Mark Twain
It's no secret that 2016 was one painful series of sunsets. I lost count of the number of talented stars who had their lights extinguished, not to mention the number of innocent lives taken in systematic racism and violence. The Presidential Election of 2016 was quite possibly one of the most painful, embarrassing and devastating pile of poo to come out of the year. On the personal side of things, I suffered one blow after another after another. But here we are in 2017 and still we rise. The smoke of last night's fireworks is but a faint smell in the air - farewell, 2016.
Resolutions have always been something I afford little significance. Words, though quite powerful, are oft shown to be quite empty. Resolutions are those empty albeit well-meaning words. But maybe this year will be different. Maybe this is the year I'm different. Scratch that - I know I'm different this year - you don't walk through fire without a few scars, eh. So let's put some weight to these words and force them to ring true.
1) I resolve to write Every. Single. Day. (In this very blog! Oh what lucky readers you are!!)
2) I resolve to read Every. Single. Day. (Even if it's just a sentence. A paragraph. A chapter. A novella. A novel. Shoot... give me a nice tome on a snowy day and see what happens! I will track these attempts in the blog entries as well. Accountability and what not. Facebook posts DO NOT COUNT. - On a related note, I resolve to resurrect Musings of Bookslut)
3) I resolve to bring my query total to 100. No more. No less. I will query 100.
4) I resolve to sign with an agent or I will self-publish. End. of. Story.
5) I resolve to cook more. (Example... tonight I made tom khai gai... from scratch)
These are 5 simple (and do-able) resolutions. Bring it 2017... I see you. Let's do this.
***
01/01/2017 - What did I read today?!?!?!
Today, I reread for probably the 25th time Christina Rossetti's "The Goblin Market." I'm not one who frequently turns to poetry, but this poem has vibrantly lived in my head for many a year now. My favorite part?
"No," said Lizzie, "No, no, no;
Their offers should not charm us,
Their evil gifts would harm us."
She thrust a dimpled finger
In each ear, shut eyes and ran:
Curious Laura chose to linger
Wondering a each merchant man.
One had a cat's face,
One whisk'd a tail,
One tramp'd at a rat's pace,
One crawl'd like a snail,
One like a wombat prowl'd obtuse and furry,
One like a ratel tumbled hurry skurry.
She heard a voice like voice of doves
Cooing all together:
They sounded kind and full of loves
In the pleasant weather."
It's no secret that 2016 was one painful series of sunsets. I lost count of the number of talented stars who had their lights extinguished, not to mention the number of innocent lives taken in systematic racism and violence. The Presidential Election of 2016 was quite possibly one of the most painful, embarrassing and devastating pile of poo to come out of the year. On the personal side of things, I suffered one blow after another after another. But here we are in 2017 and still we rise. The smoke of last night's fireworks is but a faint smell in the air - farewell, 2016.
Resolutions have always been something I afford little significance. Words, though quite powerful, are oft shown to be quite empty. Resolutions are those empty albeit well-meaning words. But maybe this year will be different. Maybe this is the year I'm different. Scratch that - I know I'm different this year - you don't walk through fire without a few scars, eh. So let's put some weight to these words and force them to ring true.
1) I resolve to write Every. Single. Day. (In this very blog! Oh what lucky readers you are!!)
2) I resolve to read Every. Single. Day. (Even if it's just a sentence. A paragraph. A chapter. A novella. A novel. Shoot... give me a nice tome on a snowy day and see what happens! I will track these attempts in the blog entries as well. Accountability and what not. Facebook posts DO NOT COUNT. - On a related note, I resolve to resurrect Musings of Bookslut)
3) I resolve to bring my query total to 100. No more. No less. I will query 100.
4) I resolve to sign with an agent or I will self-publish. End. of. Story.
5) I resolve to cook more. (Example... tonight I made tom khai gai... from scratch)
These are 5 simple (and do-able) resolutions. Bring it 2017... I see you. Let's do this.
***
01/01/2017 - What did I read today?!?!?!
Today, I reread for probably the 25th time Christina Rossetti's "The Goblin Market." I'm not one who frequently turns to poetry, but this poem has vibrantly lived in my head for many a year now. My favorite part?
"No," said Lizzie, "No, no, no;
Their offers should not charm us,
Their evil gifts would harm us."
She thrust a dimpled finger
In each ear, shut eyes and ran:
Curious Laura chose to linger
Wondering a each merchant man.
One had a cat's face,
One whisk'd a tail,
One tramp'd at a rat's pace,
One crawl'd like a snail,
One like a wombat prowl'd obtuse and furry,
One like a ratel tumbled hurry skurry.
She heard a voice like voice of doves
Cooing all together:
They sounded kind and full of loves
In the pleasant weather."
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